YOU are my friend
YOU are my soulmate
YOU are like a sister to me
YOU are everything to me
Up there is how I describED you ,the first time we're apart, I really just want you to be close to me. I tried every single thing I can to make it happen. and guess what? It did happen. I'm just really glad :') After a while, you treat me like I don't even exist. You treat other people even better. I don't really mind though.But,day after day you get a little overboard and carried away. I know that you will change. I know you will get influence in all of this but, I guess I'm just not ready to go through it yet. You are very special to me. I use to call you each night. I just never know why ;) Usually when I walk beside you, I'll feel that kinda warm loving vibe and we would just giggle and laugh like there's no tomorrow. But now,when I walk beside you,I'd feel like I'm walking next to a stranger. You're closer to someone else now. I miss all the days and special moments we've spent together,keep moving forward ;( I'm alone now. nobody to talk to,nobody to express my feelings on,nobody to share thoughts with,nobody to even share a laugh with,just nobody. I feel so lost and nothing without your presence.My life now is just something I'm force to go through.I'm being a little melodramatic, but I'm never wrong.Anything can happen in the future but,YOU are still MY best pal.
** im sitting on my chair speechless, out of words. i keep staring at my keyboard, waiting for a word to pop in my brain **
ReplyDeleteIm still me, i still love u, eventhough i dont think u wouldn't love me back now. but it really hurts when u dont tell me. if u told me what u typed up there, i would take it seriously. i didnt take what u said telling me tht i changed seriouly because u said that i changed because of someone else. thank you for opening my eyes, but sometimes its not just me.
and yeah, ill pretend that this post never exist, i hope u do the same :)
ill try my best to make u more comfortable :)